Thank you

My dear Heather,

You are a special gift from god to me. You teach me all the things which I do not know. Because of you, I am determined to change everything. You are the special angel from the bottom of my heart which I had spent years looking for. Previously, the word "courage" does not appear in my dictionary.But since I met you, everything changed. You had taught me courage, confidence and tried your best to prevent me from hurting friends. But neither did you realised that I had accidentally hurt you. It was so painful. I know that you could not have hanged in there. But I had come to my senses. Becuz of trying to teach me, you had accidentally wounded yourself. Thanks for making me wake up. In all these months, you had always taken care of me. Now, let me take care of you ..

True Words To A Disappointed Friend

To: Heather

I hereby thank you for the days we were together . Though both of us hate each other , we can still pretend that nothing had happened . Like I said , though I hate you , I liked your humour . You were that kind who would bring laughter into our minds . Though I hated you , I hated more when I am going to lost a friend . But I know , that I had betrayed you before , and that you would not forgive me . And pardon me , for saying all those bad things on you on my previous blog . Its just my personality . When someone says want to break , I cried. When someone says things that I am very angry , I would pounced back . But I knew that it would not let me survive long , as there is a lot of ppl in society . All kinds of ppl. And I am determined to change so that you will see a new me next year . You will see . Same thing , I know that I had angered you a lot , hurt you a lot , and I do not look forward to the day where you would forgive me . For I know that the day would never come .. But so , No matter how you hate me , I had always treated you as my good friend , without even realising the ugly truth behind our friendship. This is the first and last time I am pouring out all my opinion and words from the bottom of my heart of the impression I had of you. If I had offended you in any ways , I am very sorry to hurt you. I will always remember the good things between us, and not the bad. So dun worry (though I think you will not be) and dun be angry(this is the last thing I wanted you not to be angry if it was the last day of my life)

Kick u out

Today was QUITE a good day for me cos I got to pour out all my feelings here. Damn, this stupid things have been bottled up since I first met you. And I think that I am telling this stupid retard of all the things I wanna say today as I do not want you to affect my moods or you to appear in my life ever again! Since the day you say about your likings, I feel that you are a shit that appeared nowhere. Fancy somebody thinking that you are such a WONDERFUL person. Wow, you very good hor? But I am glad that after about a few days I am not gonna see your sickening face EVER again! QUICK! DISAPPEAR FROM MY LIFE! F*** off! If I were the god, I would not even let you appear here, on Earth! From today onwards, Me and you would only be dance partners or only talk about dance, no other things, as this is the limits. Dont ever dream of being GOOD friends, ever ever again! >:/ OUT OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!! I WANT YOU OUT!!!!!!!

Freak~

I hate the way you give me excuses like" my mother does not allow me to go your house alone." Excuse me, miss, how old are you now??? You do not nid a adult to accompany you when when you are going to your fren's house! And besides, your house and mine are only a 5-min walk! You always break promises. But whenever I am going out with somebody, you throw your tantrum. What rights do you have to prevent me from going out with my fren? Forget it, let's just say that your mother is too over-protective towards you and that you are a total loser and freak. Next time when you want to make a decision, you better confirm EVERYTHING before I made the choice of breaking my frenship with you. Irritating Girl~

Shop@ Vivo

Today, Jia Qi, Heather , Audrey and me went shopping together at Vivo City, Harbourfront. We meet at Mac's at Compass Point at 10.15 am. When I reached there, Heather and Audrey had already arrived. We were waiting for Jia Qi. Feeling hungry, we decided to go eat first. Just as we were finish eating, Jia Qi finally arrived. As a result, we all wait for Jia Qi, her mum and bro to eat finish first while we look at the funny videos in my phone. After eating, we board the MRT to Harbourfront. It was quite a long journey. In the beginning, All of us were standing as the train was too crowded. Then, Jia Qi's mum and bro found a seat. Heather and Audrey too. But Jia Qi and I do not mind. We were listening to songs through our earpiece and when the train reached Outram Park, we noticed that Heather and Audrey had fallen asleep while listening to their songs. Me and Jia Qi decided to each wake them up when we were about to reach our destination when all of a sudden, Audrey woke up, followed by Heather. Upon reaching there, we went to Timezone to take pics first. However, we went to the Pet Station to take a look at the animals there. There were dogs, cats, fishes, rabbits and turtles. They were all so cute! When we look at the dogs, Jia Qi and me were attracted to a beautiful dog, covered in snow-white fur. But the dog suddenly pounced on the glass, making Jia Qi's and my heart to skip a beat. Then, we go to take the pics. We took 2 times altogether as we forgot to do the whitening and the pics were all dark. We decided to take another shoot. This time, we were all very careful so as not to make the same mistake. After that, we went to Daiso to shop and as we were too slow, Heather and Audrey went to shop other places first and we promised to keep in touch. After the shopping, we went to get Jia Qi's swimming costume as the previous one had a big hole in her skirt while she was sliding down a slide with me. Her swimming costume was stunning! It's a tube and a skirt, with shorts inside. Soon afterwards, Heather and Audrey came finding us and we headed to the playgroung there and take pics. Audrey then went home. Heather, Jia Qi and me go to the water there and walked inside. It was then Heather's turn to go home and we WAVED goodbbye to her. Jia Qi, her bro and me stayed until 5.20pm and then we went home. As Jia Qi was going to Ang Mo Kio to visit her grandma, she got off the train at Dobby Ghaut. That leaves me alone to get back to Sengkang. Although we had a long day, but we sure enjoyed ourselves!

Luckily

I was so lucky! When I was playing Facebook, a woman called my home. Apparently, she had found my phone and called my home for me to pick it up. What a kind old lady she is! I am so glad that she, a malay is soooo helpful. Tmrr Jia Qi, Heather, and maybe Audrey plus me are going to Vivo. Imagine the FUN! Ok, I gonna go Facebook liao. Byes~

Darkest Day Of My Life

Today was the darkest day of my life. First, in school, we played 'Captain's Ball'. Then after school, I went to compass point to meet Jia Qi to help me choose a storybook to buy. Lastly, I ran home as I wanna go online to chat.Just as I thought that things are going fine, when I reached home, I discovered that my phone's misssing! I was very worried and ran to find it but to no avail. At first, I cried but after a while I did not felt so worried already. All the contacts I need Heather promised to give to me tmrr when we go shopping together. And the messages need passcode in order to get in. Morever, mum called in to cut off the line. Why all the Singaporans all so dishonest and greedy?! Suddenly, I feel very very ashamed to be a Singaporean. I rather go live in a poor country than to live in a country where its ppl are dishonset and greedy! (No offence to the Singaporeans who are honest)* sigh * Guess I gotta buy a new phone again..

B'day Party

Today from 2.10 to 4.30pm, Jia Qi, Heather and me were at Sengkang Swimming pool Macdonald's to help Heather's brother, Bryan Yeo to calebrate an early b'day. It was really fun there and Bryan's friends, including Jia Qi's bro and my bro were all shouting and running, in order to find the things they need to win the game. After playing several games, we all sang the b'day song and Bryan cut the cake. Then, the surprise came. Heather's mum and dad each gave 9 kisses to Bryan as it was his 9th b'day. Then, one of the Mac's staff ask Heather to kiss him too. Heather immediately rejected and so, the staff ask Heather to hug her brother. Everybody ate the cake. It was delicious and my brother ate 10 pieces! Then, it was time for the last game, Musical Chest. My brother was sooo busy eating the cake that he did not participate. In the end, Bryan emerged as the champion as he had won the game. Everybody clapped their hands as they congratulated him and one by one, each received a present as a token of appreciation for going to the party. Boy, how time flies. Before even blinking an eye, it was time to go. We were supposed to sit bus 372 back home but Jia Qi kindly ask her father to drive us home. It was such an enjoyable day for all of us.

Brothers

Why on Earth there is brothers? Annoying!! FUCK la. Stupid! I thought that brothers are meant for playing with us or taking care of us but in the end, I am the one who is being bullied by them. How miserable is my life going to be? Once, a friend of mine ask me that he was really impressed at me for being able to tolerate with those monkeys. At home, I have been thinking too... Ya, I am supposed to be dead now but its a miracle to being able to survive! But I hope that they were out on weekends, as they were the ones who was always screaming and shouting, waking me up from my sweet deep slumber. O' how I wish for them to disappear from my life!~

Friendship

Friendship does not just come in anyway. In fact, friendship is what god give to us for making friends with each other. Frienship does not just come and go easily. One must learn to cherish it before its too late. If one is a true friend, no matter where you are separated from each other, you are still forever friends and will keep him or her locked in your heart, in a cosy place forever, without losing or forgetting it. Friendship is very fragile, just like glass. It is hard to gain trust but easy to destroy it within hours. Cherish your friends, before god takes your chance away.

A long Time

LOLS!! srry arh, my blog i could't find... YEAH!!! psle finally is over... freedom came!!! so happy.... just now me and Heather chatting and she poured out all her feelings and I am glad that she's feeling much better now. Ai... Technically I had nth much to say lor... Bye:)